I have been so incredibly busy at work, essentially, trying to catch up on work in other departments that is behind in order to save the jobs of others (and maybe my own). I usually write my entries during the day in my free time, but there has been no free time here, as evidenced by the lack of entries. The tension is so thick you couldn't even cut it with a chainsaw. There are layoffs today at work and no one yet knows who is affected. I feel nauseous. Of course I hope I'm not one of the ones who is being let go, but I also don't want to see anyone else be let go either. I'm almost too stunned by the news to function. One of the things that sucks is that in my position I will see people as they are walked out of the building after being laid off. I have a headache. I've had it for days. It is not a good day.
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